i fucking hate it when fucking bastards talk shit to me as if they truly know what the fuck they're talking about whne in a fucking reliaty-type situation they havent the slightest fucking club.
my sister keep saying, "jon you're too big to skateboard" in referance to me wanting to try it again, which pisses me off a great fucking deal, making me want to smash her head against the damn car window; not the first time she has said it. im not fucking fat, i weigh 255-265, my weight flucuates up and down a lot, plus im trying to lose some weight, im tired of having to go through hell to find a size 40/42 in waist. if i weighed 220, id be content. one time i lost 15 pounds and dropped 2 pant sizes.
and im tired of my mom acting as if you ahve to go to college to "learn how to write" as if she knows what the fuck she's talking about. she doesn't write on her free time and such like i do. she seems to not take in the fact that maybe some people are just natural at the shit like i am. so when i get a contract deal for 50 grand or some shit, im going to rubber the check to a brick and fucking backhand her with it, so she'll definitately shut the fuck up because i proved her wrong and plus her jaw may not be attached to her face anymore.
(just joking about hitting my mom, i couldnt do that, but she still says that shit though)
law, im done.